Leona Lewis-Better in Time~

It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through

Going coming
Thought I heard a knock
Who's there no one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realize that I really didn't know
If you didn't notice you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All that I know is I'mma be ok

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

I couldn't turn on the TV
Without something there to remind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings

If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh
Hurt my feelings but that's the path
I'll believe in
And I know time will heal it
If you didn't notice boy you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'mma be ok

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go
So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you
Yes I will

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to (yes I do)
It'll all get better in time

cheers...

yeap she's rich!
i can see that finally! haha..
darn,yesterday went dinner with my mates..
well,first she wanted to have a look at bubba jum? or something like that..
then we took sometime to get there but then when we reach there she took a good look at the menu
and she said, OK i'm satisfied now,
she change plan and wanted to go T.G.I also known as FRIDAYS!
haha..hmm..then she ask me and my friend are we ok? we said ok~
we anything,our tummy is croaking already~
so we went to FRIDAYS as plan,and when we wanted to have dinner there,the waiter said it's full,
darn... then after that we say it's alright,and my buddie voice up and
tell her(the rich one,haha) let's go burger king aight? make things simple aight..
but then she doesn't want to eat there so as me, we don't wanna eat burger.. cause i wanna eat rice..
and my gal mate she wanted to have western food~
then she say go tony romas then i look at my friend and ask her.. emm,what"s
with you and western food? on diet? haha.. then she say no la..
just got the feeling.. ooo,and my buddy suddenly came high and sing,I got a felling..
that tonight's not gonna be a good night cause we are not gonna have dinner if we kept on choosing..
lalalalala... and so on la.. hahaha....
finally,my buddy say you gals go ahead and we go burger king
and then i say i don't want but i said it's ok,i'll join the other at Dragon i
as i said on my last post earlier right? ^>^
aight.. went there past by skating arena and saw there were
an international ice hockey match going on,wow... it's a cool game though
and definitely a rough one too! ouch! haha.. anyway,my tummy was croaking
so watch a lil while and head back to dragon i! yummy~ ^>^
cheers!!! tomorrow will be a better day.. @_@

tomorrow will be a brighter day..
and so the day after and also the day after and so on..
everyday past leave memories regardless of it's bad nor good...
cheer up dudes & babez! i'd be fine~ ^>^

.................

it's been a while
since my high school days end..
every now and then i'd fetch my siblings to tuition and school..
and by doing that,it reminds me of my time at school nor tuition..
and also some memoirs of me and my buddiez regardless they are a gal or guy..
anyway.. i miss them a lot.. i barely hang out with them lately
due to classes end late and when i reach home i'm already exhausted.. urghh..
more importantly someone i deeply miss....
yesterday,went Dragon i with 3 of my gal mates and
later two of them went to buy some stuff cause they're not eating
and i'm hungry so as 1 of my friend.. we ate..
and also chit chat a lil... while we were chit chatting,i look at her and
she reminds me of someone i deeply miss.. i told her my story life,
she told me hers and yeah,we had a great chat though..
after that we called for the bill,i wanted to treat her but she insists to pay..
and come again another memoirs of mine.... but anyways,
she said next time.. we get better food..^>^ T.G.I maybe.. lol..
anyways,thanks a lot my friend.. thanks for being my friend.. and thank you
someone i deeply miss... take care people... cheers...

Frankie J-More than words~

Saying I Love You
Is Not The Words I Want To Hear From You
Its Not That I Want You Not To Say
But If You Only Knew
How Easy It Would Be To Show Me How You Feel

More Than Words
Is All You Have To Do To Make It Real
Then You Wouldn't Have To Say
That You Love Me, Yeah
Cause I'd Already Know.


What Would You Do
If My Heart Was Torn In Two?
More Than Words To Show You Feel
That Your Love For Me Is Real
What Would You Say
If I Took Those Words Away
Then You Couldn't Make Things New
Just By Saying I Love You

(just Saying I Love You, Saying I Love You)
More Than Words
(just Saying I Love You, Saying I Love You)

Now That I've Tried To (now That I've Tried To)
Talk To You And Make You Understand
All You Have To Do Is
Close Your Eyes And Just Reach Out Your Hand
And Touch Me
Hold Me Close Don't Ever Let Me Go

More Than Words
Is All I Ever Needed You To Show
Then You Wouldn't Have To Say
That You Love Me, Yeah
Cause I'd Already Know

just Saying I Love You, Saying I Love You
More Than Words

missing you always....

i never had a dream come true..
not once,it never be.. everything i touch just gets screwed..
don't ask why? i don't know.. all i know i'm so freaking vexed...
life ain't easy after all.. it became worst after you left me..
but well,i'm not demanding for anything,just speaking out what i feel....
anyway,i'm not your who to stop you to do what you like,or to love who you crush,
never the less,i tried so hard just to show you how much i love you,
but seems like none worked... you just hate me more and more..
well,i've got nothing much to say.. if that's your decision,
it's alright,i don't intend to blame you or anything,don't get me wrong..
besides,i can't force you to love me either,it'll never worked out anyway,
even though it hurts knowing you'd got your own crush,knowing that you love someone so
deeply,knowing that you've got a guy friend who's very close to you recently,hug you
when it was drizzling or whatever,knowing that you love someone else more than you love me,
well,anyway..in life ones have to make sacrifices,and here i am willing to sacrifice for you,
as long you're happy with where you are or how you are now and who you love...
alright , sincerely deep down from the bottom of my heart,i wish you happy
and best of luck in your future undertakings...
may you be blessed everyday.. take care..
missing you always....

Regina Spektor - The Call

It started out as a feeling
Which then grew into a hope
Which then turned into a quiet thought
Which then turned into a quiet word

And then that word grew louder and louder
'Til it was a battle cry

I'll come back
When you call me
No need to say goodbye

Just because everything's changing
Doesn't mean it's never
Been this way before

All you can do is try to know
Who your friends are
As you head off to the war

Pick a star on the dark horizon
And follow the light

You'll come back
When it's over
No need to say good bye

You'll come back
When it's over
No need to say good bye

Now we're back to the beginning
It's just a feeling and no one knows yet
But just because they can't feel it too
Doesn't mean that you have to forget

Let your memories grow stronger and stronger
'Til they're before your eyes

You'll come back
When they call you
No need to say good bye

You'll come back
When they call you
No need to say good bye



a song which reminds me of you,always..
once i was in love you,you were my first and i wish you'd to be the last,
but well,you took first step..me,as a gentleman,respect every decision of yours..
no matter what,i'd still be by your side helping you whenever you need~
take care my beloved friend...