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it's alright..

it's alright my friend..
you don't have to feel bad,and even more you don't have to tell me that
you have a date.. i'm not your who anyways..
and i don't even have the rights to know either~besides,to or not to let me know
wasn't making any difference too right? well,
just go ahead and be happy with him~ quarreling it's just another
way of love from him or you to each other..
it might sound wrong but if i put it this way which is........
if he quarrel with you becoz of mm..let's say you've got another guy friend and you guys were
maybe so very close together?
and he's complaining means he's jealous that's obvious
and when he's jealous means he cares about you and the same goes to you..
well,isn't this sound better? right?
alright.. anyways,i sincerely wish you guys best of luck in the future undertakings!
and also stay happy forever~ ^.^
just be happy and don't have to feel bad.. i'm alright..
signing off now~ nitex.. take cares..

who wants to be a billionaire?

hey..
watch this comedy;who wants to be a billionaire
it help me to forget things that i try so damn hard to forget...
well,anyways,enjoy it.. it works.. ^>^

late update~

sorry people! for the late updating..
hehe.. was kinda busy after my 2nd sam start..
schedule was tight and tiring and extremely exhausting.. ahh!
so tired.. well,people always say work hard now and enjoy life in the future..
emm..don't know whether it's true? but i'll still will run along with it~ ^>^
and that's because i find it sensible and it really do make sense..
let me prove it,ngah ngah..
alright,cut the crap... here's the prove..
why work hard now? because we are young and strong,later in future..
we won't be as strong as we are now,as young as we are now,
GOD don't give us hands,legs,brain and every part of our body for nothing right?
each and everyone of us are destined to our own destiny and
majority i don't think everyone full fill it.. but well,i'll do my best do full fill mine..
^.^ and same goes to you guys out there yeah! best wishes in everything you do,
and may you people be blessed everyday!! cheers~ ^>^

blue~

my results from the quiz i took at facebook~ you can try it~ ^>^
what colour suits your personality? there~

You are blue! You are a deep, sensitive dreamer. You are usually laid back and calm, though, like an ocean, you can kick up a good storm, too! You are probably a daydreamer, who has his/her head in the clouds. You love spending time with your friends, and probably just go with whatever they want to do (you're a go with the flow type of person, just like water!). You are emotionally inclined - unlike reds, who feel passionately and intensely, you feel things deeply and strongly. You are extremely loyal, and your friends can always count on you to be there for them. Blues are almost always very intelligent, and they strive for perfection in many areas. You may tend to beat yourself up for your imperfections. Other people admire you and strive to be like you, but you probably have a hard time understanding why. You can be light and fun at times, and other times deep and introverted. It just depends on your mood. Sometimes you throw people off with your random changes in disposition, but your friends love you anyways. You can be a very wise, intellectual person, but you have to pull yourself up out of your own thoughts first! You, in a nutshell: Deep, emotional, wise, loyal, slightly moody, feeling, sensitive, supportive, intelligent. BLUE!

what hurts the most~ :'(

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' It
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

Not seeing that loving you
That's what I was trying to do
Ooohhh....

transparent? sigh...

oh well,now i'm transparent in your eyes.. sigh...
borrowing,lending,owing was never a crime,it's a crime when it comes
to repaying which you'd return after a year? a century? or just forget about it?
i'm not mugging about this,please don't misunderstand people..what i really wanna say is
when you need me,you'll remember me,when you don't,i'm just an ant to you,pretending that i'm not there with you
when i'm only in front of your eyes..
i'm waiting for your call every weekend,i thought you might want to shoot some hoops,hang out together..
but well,you never once called for about a month now..i thought i can spent some time with you,but well..
looks like i'm just a fool on a stage playing my own dumb role like i'm the only person living in this world.. sigh..
sigh..it's alright..i don't blame you.. you don't even care about me anyway.. sigh...
disappointing moment.. rejection to the world~ :'(

i didn't use any name instead of you because i don't wanna quarrel with you..
so please understand and don't come running to me like a mad dog after reading this...
sigh...sigh...it's disappointing..