Wednesday, April 22, 2009

moving on~

well,they've gone and came back from their trip to Malacca..
it was fast.. time flies.. it's been a week..
anyway heard many stories..
they've met things that we human shouldn't meet!
don't wanna mention it.. but glad to hear that they have fun and someone i'd really cared too..
never the less,he choose to end our years of friendship..it's okay..i'm fine..
if he'll be better without me disturbing his life... it's alright..
even though,he says i'm an attention seeker,i've got nothing to say..
and also he says i'm piss because of a freaking ball,
but actually i'm not,he didn't get my point.. sigh..
oh well,that shows he don't know me well,and i admit i don't know him
100% well either.... hmm,guess he's just to busy enjoying his life..i know that's not a crime..
i'm just predicting it only,anything maybe the reason..
anyhow,it's up to him.. i'm speechless and tired off it..
and i've decided to end this,no point locking horns againts each other,it won't come till then end..
i took the first step,and i hope he'll do his part too..
to tell the truth,yesterday mum nag at me again..asking me
where's my ball>? i just tell her,Mum..don't worry i'll settle it.. i'll get it back..
i know he would returned me.. even though he lend me his which was better,
but since i'm not using, and his a state player and he often plays..
so decided to give him back his wait for mine again..
i'd know he would return it.. and i've made a promise to myself either..
after he return it to me,i'll forget the past,forget about the ball,start a new life..a better one tho..
and continue my destiny.. alright,gotta go le,
take cares my once upon a time bro.. don't worry,i'm not asking for forgiving,
if this is your choice.. i'll respect it... just take care..
be happy everyone,never be me... being me just sucks.. everything i do just don't seem right..
sigh.. alright.. signing off, nitez~

random~

as time flies,people change.. miss those memoirs..
it's eternity in me,for you,i don't know.. take care~

hot..

well,he haven buy the ball yet...
but i'll wait.. no worries.. he did gave me another ball..
but i said nevermind,i'll wait.. since i'm not using.. i can wait..
and also my mum hasn't notice it yet..so it's aight..
anyways.. gawd! today is so freaking hot..
i feel like i'm in an oven.. it's so hot.. i wan go out play but...
i don't wanna burn my skin.. eeeeeeeee....
haijo.. got another test in two weeks time.. Rrrr!!1
why so many test de? rolf~