Monday, December 14, 2009


i hope she's alright,
i wish she is..sincerely,i wish she's alright...
in 365days,i just want her to smile and not just a smile,a broad one though...
from today,i hope that she would think that decision she made is worth it
and she wouldn't regret it in future....i totally understand her situation as her family wants 
her to concentrate on her studies,full focus..yeah and i believe she'll make it...
this is the second time this topic pop out again and i take this calmly 
because i don't want to trouble her,
or behaving like a kid,of course i'm hurt too but if this decision is for the best,why not?
honestly,i don't want to stop this..but even if i don't,it's just another matter of time..
time decides everything in life...she ask me to not wait for her,i'll try my best not too....
she also ask me to stop loving her,but i can't do that because
she's just too special for me,i couldn't afford to stop that,even more i couldn't afford to lose her
from my life..she's like my breathing candle,once blown off my life is gone..
there's more to write but i think it's better for me to keep it in me...

never the less,i sincerely understand and respect every decision of yours my dear friend...
but no matter what happen i can assure you that,you are never forggotten in my mind..
and also,i always stand by you when ever you need...always...
take good care my dearly miss friend,smile always,stop thinking so much le..
just be the girl you used to be,so joyful...so cheerful.. aight?
smiles...waves!

angle.....




i was notified that this is the money angle..
but well,she looks more like what i'm feeling right now...
lost..thinking of something,confused..sigh.... yes,i'm emotional now..sorry people..
just need to calm myself down... i'm very confused...


but i do have one wish to make,
i wish the person i care the most is not thinking so much and be happy..
i don't expect anything from her...all i want is just for her to happy..GOD,please
make her happy,stop her from thinking so much..stop her from thinking nonsense.. i can't afford
to see her like this,the pain is just excruciating when i see her so depressed and confused..
please,bless her..help her..
i'll do anything just to see her joyful face again...

Poem written by a cancer teenager...

SLow Dance  慢舞


This is a poem
 這一首詩
written by a teenager with cancer.
是由一位罹患癌症的青少年所寫的



She wants to see how many
他想知道
people get her poem.
有多少人會讀到這首詩



It is quite the poem. Please pass it
on. 這是首頗詩意的詩,請傳閱



This
poem was written by a terminally ill young girl in a
New York
Hospital
這首詩是由一位癌症末期的少女在紐約醫院所寫的


It was sent

by

a medical doctor - Make sure to read what is in the closing statement
AFTER THE POEM.
這首詩是由一位醫生所傳的 請務必閱讀在詩之後的說明。



SLOW DANCE
慢舞

Have you ever
你是否曾經
watched kids
看過孩子

On a merry-go-round?
玩旋轉木馬?

Or listened to
或傾聽
the rain
大雨

Slapping on the ground?
打落在地上的聲音?

Ever followed a
曾經追著
butterfly's erratic flight?
飄乎不定地飛著的蝴蝶?

Or gazed at the sun into the fading
或凝視著太陽在夜色中
night?
漸漸褪色?

You better slow down.
你最好慢下你的腳步

Don't dance so
不要舞的太快
fast

Time is short.
時間短暫

The music won't
音樂不會
last
永不停止



Do you run through each day
你是否用飛的

On the
度過
fly?
每一天

When you ask How are you?
當你問自己你好嗎”?

Do you hear the
你有聽到
reply?
回答嗎?

When the day is done
當一天結束的時候,

Do you lie in your
你是否
bed 躺在床上

With the next hundred chores
仍是滿腦袋思考著

Running through
your head?
上百件例行工作事項?

You'd better slow down
妳最好慢下來

Don't dance so
不要舞的
fast
這樣快

Time is short.
時間短暫

The music won't
音樂不會
last
永不停止



Ever told your child, 是否曾經告訴你的孩子

We'll do it
我們留到
tomorrow?
明天再做?

And in your haste,
而在你的匆忙之中

Not see
his sorrow?沒看到他的悲傷?

Ever lost touch
是否曾因沒有聯繫,

Let a good
而失去
friendship die很好的友誼?

Cause you never had time
就因為你總是沒有時間

To call and say,'Hi'
撥個電話說聲

You'd better slow down.
你最好慢下腳步

Don't dance
不要舞得
so fast.
太快

Time is short.
時間短暫

The music won't
音樂不會
last
永不停止



When you run so fast to get somewhere
當你急著快點到達某處的時候

You

miss half the fun of getting there.
也錯過了途中一半的樂趣

When you worry and hurry
當你憂心並急著
through your day,
度過你的日子

It is like an unopened
gift... 像是一件未開的禮物

Thrown away
就這樣被丟棄 .

Life is not a
生命不是在
race
比賽

Do take it slower
確實的慢下來

Hear the
聽聽
music
音樂

Before the song is over.
在音樂結束之前。

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FORWARDED E-MAILS ARE TRACKED TO OBTAIN THE TOTAL
COUNT.
轉寄的電子信件將會被追蹤以統計總閱讀數。



Dear All: PLEASE pass this mail on to everyone you know -
even to those you don't know! It is the request of a special girl who will soon
leave this world due to cancer.
親愛的各位: 請轉寄這封信件給每個你認識或甚至不認識的人! 這個要求,是來自一位即將因為癌症而離開世界的特別的女孩。

This young girl has 6 months left to live, and as her dying wish, she wanted to send a letter telling everyone to
live their life to the fullest, since she never will.
這位少女的生命? O铝鶄�月,在她的最後,她想寄給每個人一封信,希望每個人都能充實的度過她無法能擁有的生命,

She'll
她將無法擁有
never make it to prom, graduate from high school, or get married and have a
高中畢業,或結婚
family of her own.
擁有自己的家庭的記憶。


By you sending this to as many people as
possible, you can give her and her family a little hope, because with every name
that this is sent to, The American Cancer Society will donate 3 cents per name
to her treatment and recovery plan. One guy sent this to500 people! So I know
that we can at least send it to 5 or 6. It's
not even your money, just
your time!
你將會藉由寄給更多人此信件,給她與她的家人一點希望,因為這封信每被寄送一個名字,美國癌症中心就將會捐贈3分錢給予她的治療。有人寄給了500個人! 我們每個人起碼可以寄給五到六 人。這甚至只是需要你一點時間,而不是捐你的錢!


PLEASE PASS ON AS A LAST REQUEST.
這是一個最後的請求,請傳閱此信。


Dr.
Dennis Shields, Professor
 Dennis Shields 教授
Department of Developmental and Molecular
Biology 分子生物與發展系
1300 Morris Park
Avenue
Bronx , New York
10461

just another chain..

well,another chain..
just doing it for the sake of clearing my mind...
excuse me aight.. thanks you..


scroll down

trust me this will help you






































Every night , someone thinks about you before



they go to sleep,































At least fifteen people in this

world love you.























The only reason someone would ever hate you is



because they want to be



just like you



























There are at least two people in this world that



would die

for




you































You mean the world to someone.



















Someone that you don't even know





exists

loves

you.





































When you make the biggest mistake ever,



something good comes from it.





































When you think the world has turned its back on



you, take a

look.
































Always remember the compliments you've received.

























Forget the rude remarks.





































So if you are a loving friend, send this

to



everyone on your list



including



the person that sent it to you.



Tonight



at



midnight your true love will

realize



they like





you.























Something good will happen to you between 12 in the morning

and



four o'clock pm



tomorrow,



it could be anywere . Get ready for the biggest



shock in your

life















If you break this chain YOU will be cursed with



relationship problems



for







the next ten years . Send this to fifteen people



in fifteen minutes !!

was told to this..so yeah..

i was told to do this,so i'm just doing this to clear off my mind...
Once you have opened this e-mail, there's no turning back. Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist. Read your sign, then forward it on, with your zodiac sign and label on the subject line,

This is real deal, try ignoring it, and the first thing you'll notice is having a horrible day starting tomorrow morning - and it only gets worse from there
. 

VIRGO  (The One that Waits)  
Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always wants the last word.  Caring.  Smart.  Loud.  Loyal.  Easy to talk to.  Everything you ever wanted.  Easy to please.  The one and only.  7 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

 

SCORPIO  (The Addict)
EXTREMELY adorable.  Intelligent Loves to joke.  Very Good sense of humor.  Energetic.  Predict future.  GREAT kisser.  Always get what they want.  Attractive.  Easy going.  Loves being in long relationships.  Talkative.  Romantic.  Caring.  4 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

 

LIBRA  (The Lame One)
Nice to everyone they meet.  Their Love is one of a kind.  Silly, fun and sweet.  Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet!  However, not the kind of person you wanna mess with... You might end up crying ...  9 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

 

ARIES  (The Liar)
Outgoing.  Lovable.  Spontaneous.  Not one to mess with.  Funny.  Excellent kisser.  EXTREMELY adorable.  Loves relationships, Addictive. Loud..  16 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

 

AQUARIUS  (Does It In The Water)
Trustworthy.  Attractive.  Great kisser.  One of a kind. Loves being in long-term relationships.  Extremely energetic. Unpredictable.  Will exceed your expectations.  Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out.  2 years of bad luck if you do not forward

 

GEMINI  (Irresistible)
Nice.  Love is one of a kind.  Great listeners.  Very Good in the you know where ... Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you out.  Trustworthy.  Always happy.  Loud.  Talkative.  Outgoing VERY FORGIVING.  Loves to make out.  Has a beautiful smile.  Generous.  Strong.  THE MOST IRRESISTIBLE.  9 years of bad luck if you do not forward.


LEO  (The Lion)

Great talker.  Attractive and passionate.  Laid back.  Knows how to have fun.  Is really good at almost anything.  Great kisser.  Unpredictable.  Outgoing.  Down to earth.  Addictive.  Attractive.  Loud.  Loves being in long relationships.  Talkative.  Not one to mess with.  Rare to find.  Good when found.  7 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

 

CANCER  (The Cutie)
MOST AMAZING KISSER.  Very high appeal.  Love is one of a kind.  Very romantic.  Most caring person you will ever meet!  Entirely creative.  Extremely random and proud of it.  Freak.  Spontaneous.  Great telling stories.  Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out if it comes down to it. Someone you should hold on to.  12 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

 

PISCES  (The Partner for Life)
Caring and kind. Smart.  Center of attention.  High appeal.  Has the last word.  Good to find, hard to keep.  Fun to be around.  Extremely weird but In a good way.  Good Sense of Humor!!!  Thoughtful.  Always gets what he or she wants.  Loves to joke.  Very popular.  Silly, fun and sweet.  5 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

 

CAPRICO RN   (The Passionate Lover)
Love to bust.  Nice.  Sassy..  Intelligent.  Sexy.  Predict future.  Irresistible.  Loves being in long relationships.  Great talker.  Always gets what he or she wants.  Cool.  Loves to own Gemini's in sports.  Extremely fun.  Loves to joke.  Smart.  24 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

 

TAURUS  (The Tramp)
Aggressive.  Loves being in long relationships.  Likes to give a good fight for what they want.  Extremely outgoing.  Loves to help people in times of need. Good kisser.  Good personality.  Stubborn.  A caring person.  One of a kind.  Not one to mess with.  Are the most attractive people on earth!  15 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

 

SAGITTARIUS  (The Promiscuous One)
Spontaneous.  High appeal.  Rare to find.  Great when found.  Loves being in long relationships.  So much love to give.  Not one to mess with.  Very pretty.  Very romantic.  Nice to everyone they meet.  Their Love is one of a kind.  Silly, fun and sweet.  Have own unique appeal.  Most caring person you will ever meet!  Amazing in the you know where..!!!  Not the kind of person you wanna mess with, you might end up crying.  4 years of bad luck if you do not forward.
 


erm,this part i don't get it but i'll just put it up so yeah...
Okay here's the thing, you cannot send this to the person who sent this to
you so good luck! the other hard part is that last one with this is the loser.  READY ......... SET............ GO!


1-3 people        = 1 minute of luck


4-7 people        = 1 hour of luck


8-12 people      = 1 day of luck


13-17 people    = 1 week of luck


18-22 people    = 1 month of luck


23-27 people    = 3 months of luck


28- 32 people   = 7 months of luck


33-37 people    = 1 year of luck


38 and more    = a very lucky life!