missing you always....

i never had a dream come true..
not once,it never be.. everything i touch just gets screwed..
don't ask why? i don't know.. all i know i'm so freaking vexed...
life ain't easy after all.. it became worst after you left me..
but well,i'm not demanding for anything,just speaking out what i feel....
anyway,i'm not your who to stop you to do what you like,or to love who you crush,
never the less,i tried so hard just to show you how much i love you,
but seems like none worked... you just hate me more and more..
well,i've got nothing much to say.. if that's your decision,
it's alright,i don't intend to blame you or anything,don't get me wrong..
besides,i can't force you to love me either,it'll never worked out anyway,
even though it hurts knowing you'd got your own crush,knowing that you love someone so
deeply,knowing that you've got a guy friend who's very close to you recently,hug you
when it was drizzling or whatever,knowing that you love someone else more than you love me,
well,anyway..in life ones have to make sacrifices,and here i am willing to sacrifice for you,
as long you're happy with where you are or how you are now and who you love...
alright , sincerely deep down from the bottom of my heart,i wish you happy
and best of luck in your future undertakings...
may you be blessed everyday.. take care..
missing you always....