ώϊйťěяβřέεžĕ: August 2009

Monday, August 31, 2009

.................

it's been a while
since my high school days end..
every now and then i'd fetch my siblings to tuition and school..
and by doing that,it reminds me of my time at school nor tuition..
and also some memoirs of me and my buddiez regardless they are a gal or guy..
anyway.. i miss them a lot.. i barely hang out with them lately
due to classes end late and when i reach home i'm already exhausted.. urghh..
more importantly someone i deeply miss....
yesterday,went Dragon i with 3 of my gal mates and
later two of them went to buy some stuff cause they're not eating
and i'm hungry so as 1 of my friend.. we ate..
and also chit chat a lil... while we were chit chatting,i look at her and
she reminds me of someone i deeply miss.. i told her my story life,
she told me hers and yeah,we had a great chat though..
after that we called for the bill,i wanted to treat her but she insists to pay..
and come again another memoirs of mine.... but anyways,
she said next time.. we get better food..^>^ T.G.I maybe.. lol..
anyways,thanks a lot my friend.. thanks for being my friend.. and thank you
someone i deeply miss... take care people... cheers...

Friday, August 28, 2009

Frankie J-More than words~

Saying I Love You
Is Not The Words I Want To Hear From You
Its Not That I Want You Not To Say
But If You Only Knew
How Easy It Would Be To Show Me How You Feel

More Than Words
Is All You Have To Do To Make It Real
Then You Wouldn't Have To Say
That You Love Me, Yeah
Cause I'd Already Know.

What Would You Do
If My Heart Was Torn In Two?
More Than Words To Show You Feel
That Your Love For Me Is Real
What Would You Say
If I Took Those Words Away
Then You Couldn't Make Things New
Just By Saying I Love You

(just Saying I Love You, Saying I Love You)
More Than Words
(just Saying I Love You, Saying I Love You)

Now That I've Tried To (now That I've Tried To)
Talk To You And Make You Understand
All You Have To Do Is
Close Your Eyes And Just Reach Out Your Hand
And Touch Me
Hold Me Close Don't Ever Let Me Go

More Than Words
Is All I Ever Needed You To Show
Then You Wouldn't Have To Say
That You Love Me, Yeah
Cause I'd Already Know

just Saying I Love You, Saying I Love You
More Than Words

missing you always....

i never had a dream come true..
not once,it never be.. everything i touch just gets screwed..
don't ask why? i don't know.. all i know i'm so freaking vexed...
life ain't easy after all.. it became worst after you left me..
but well,i'm not demanding for anything,just speaking out what i feel....
anyway,i'm not your who to stop you to do what you like,or to love who you crush,
never the less,i tried so hard just to show you how much i love you,
but seems like none worked... you just hate me more and more..
well,i've got nothing much to say.. if that's your decision,
it's alright,i don't intend to blame you or anything,don't get me wrong..
besides,i can't force you to love me either,it'll never worked out anyway,
even though it hurts knowing you'd got your own crush,knowing that you love someone so
deeply,knowing that you've got a guy friend who's very close to you recently,hug you
when it was drizzling or whatever,knowing that you love someone else more than you love me,
well,anyway..in life ones have to make sacrifices,and here i am willing to sacrifice for you,
as long you're happy with where you are or how you are now and who you love...
alright , sincerely deep down from the bottom of my heart,i wish you happy
and best of luck in your future undertakings...
may you be blessed everyday.. take care..
missing you always....

Regina Spektor - The Call

It started out as a feeling
Which then grew into a hope
Which then turned into a quiet thought
Which then turned into a quiet word

And then that word grew louder and louder
'Til it was a battle cry

I'll come back
When you call me
No need to say goodbye

Just because everything's changing
Doesn't mean it's never
Been this way before

All you can do is try to know
Who your friends are
As you head off to the war

Pick a star on the dark horizon
And follow the light

You'll come back
When it's over
No need to say good bye

You'll come back
When it's over
No need to say good bye

Now we're back to the beginning
It's just a feeling and no one knows yet
But just because they can't feel it too
Doesn't mean that you have to forget

Let your memories grow stronger and stronger
'Til they're before your eyes

You'll come back
When they call you
No need to say good bye

You'll come back
When they call you
No need to say good bye

a song which reminds me of you,always..
once i was in love you,you were my first and i wish you'd to be the last,
but well,you took first step..me,as a gentleman,respect every decision of yours..
no matter what,i'd still be by your side helping you whenever you need~
take care my beloved friend...

Friday, August 21, 2009

我好向问你,你最进还好吗?
我真的好想你...
我好还怕我会失去你这位好朋有.....
应为在这世界里,我最观心的人是你而你是第一个
和是最后一个人我会观心..
除了我父母活兄弟姐妹,我最爱又观心的人就是你.....
你在我心里是永远第一!! 我永远也不会忘了你!我不会忘了我们一起玩,
一起读书还有很多很多甜密的记念...
我要你知到我爱你!我爱你!我爱你!!我爱你你你你你你!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i spent an hour just to write that for you..
i miss you so much... and i love you!!that's what i could write from what i remember..
sorry if there's some wrong words.. forgive me yeah.. really tried my best liao..
sowieeeee.... ^>^

what ever it takes....

A strangled smile fell from your face
It kills me that I hurt you this way
The worst part is that I didn't even know
Now there's a million reasons for you to go
But if you can find a reason to stay

I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know that I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
Believe that I can change
I'll keep us together
Whatever it takes

She said if we're gonna make this work
You gotta let me inside even though it hurts
Don't hide the broken parts that I need to see
She said like it or not it's the way it's gotta be
You gotta love yourself if you can ever love me

I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know that I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
And give me a break
I'll keep us together

I know you deserve much better
Remember the time I told you the way that I felt
And that I'd be lost without you and never find myself
Let's hold onto each other above everything else
Start over, start over

I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know that I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
Believe that I can change
I'll keep us together
Whatever it takes


Lifehouse - Whatever It Takes

are you alright?

thinking....
planning.. trying hard to spare time for you..
are you alright my dear?
only one message saying your heart very pain?
if your heart is pain so do mine..
what's going on? please don't scare me..
i miss you... i really do..
at least let me know where are you? so that i could find you?
to comfort you? i feel like i'm an idiot..
i can't do anything to help.. sigh...

guys,that's my bestie by the way,not what you guys are thinking..
i wish it was but too bad it wasn't..

Saturday, August 15, 2009

life...

life ain't easy?
well,partly it is.. but the truth behind it is..
from what i think is,
life is easy and short... it all depends on how you look at it..
and also it depends on how you take it,
how you go through obstacle ahead of you..
anyways.. to be honest,life was never better without you..
really wish to drift way back to my past again~ i miss everyone there!!
sigh~ never the less,even though i'm just an idiot to you guys, but well,
just to let you guys know,i appreciate every moment we spent together,
no matter is it a sad or happy moment,i just appreciate
each and everyone of them... alright then,if this is what you wish it to be well,
Good Luck in your future undertaking guys,
girls,babe or dudes..
take carez... lots of S2 from me to euuu~

Friday, August 14, 2009

why?

why?
what's wrong?
have i done anything wrong?
sigh.. if that's you want,fine then...
go ahead,i'm speechless..
i've try so so hard to make you happy in every ways i could,
even if i'd have to give up my life i would do so,
i'd do anything for you...but,but...all just don't seem to work and
you just kept on hurting me everytime the clock ticks..
i'm seriously speechles.. i don't know what i've done wrong,
i don't know what more could i do,guess this is the end..sigh..sigh..sigh...
depressed,hatred,rejection to the world!!!

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

what goes around comes around..
chill up coz tomorrow will always be a better day!
cheers.. ^>^

Sunday, August 9, 2009

JUST LOL~

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it's alright..

it's alright my friend..
you don't have to feel bad,and even more you don't have to tell me that
you have a date.. i'm not your who anyways..
and i don't even have the rights to know either~besides,to or not to let me know
wasn't making any difference too right? well,
just go ahead and be happy with him~ quarreling it's just another
way of love from him or you to each other..
it might sound wrong but if i put it this way which is........
if he quarrel with you becoz of mm..let's say you've got another guy friend and you guys were
maybe so very close together?
and he's complaining means he's jealous that's obvious
and when he's jealous means he cares about you and the same goes to you..
well,isn't this sound better? right?
alright.. anyways,i sincerely wish you guys best of luck in the future undertakings!
and also stay happy forever~ ^.^
just be happy and don't have to feel bad.. i'm alright..
signing off now~ nitex.. take cares..

who wants to be a billionaire?

hey..
watch this comedy;who wants to be a billionaire
it help me to forget things that i try so damn hard to forget...
well,anyways,enjoy it.. it works.. ^>^

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

late update~

sorry people! for the late updating..
hehe.. was kinda busy after my 2nd sam start..
schedule was tight and tiring and extremely exhausting.. ahh!
so tired.. well,people always say work hard now and enjoy life in the future..
emm..don't know whether it's true? but i'll still will run along with it~ ^>^
and that's because i find it sensible and it really do make sense..
let me prove it,ngah ngah..
alright,cut the crap... here's the prove..
why work hard now? because we are young and strong,later in future..
we won't be as strong as we are now,as young as we are now,
GOD don't give us hands,legs,brain and every part of our body for nothing right?
each and everyone of us are destined to our own destiny and
majority i don't think everyone full fill it.. but well,i'll do my best do full fill mine..
^.^ and same goes to you guys out there yeah! best wishes in everything you do,
and may you people be blessed everyday!! cheers~ ^>^